Several years has passed since my first post
In this blog…and you know what? It didn’t matter
If somebody or nobody viewed it…it was made perfectly to shoot everything out of my head…
But I am finally leaving…
To a higher hierachy…
Destruction of my Kind
See you blog, good bye, take care…
Maybe I’ll come back again one day, who knows…hehe
Darkness has overcome us…
The blood in our veins pushes to fill the hate inside of us…
My blood, your blood, it’s the same….
But nothing seems to be able to work out right…
You don’t see me and neither do I see you as the same…
You hate me! And I fucking hate you!…
We are not brothers, we are not a society
We are not together, neither are we apart…
I see you everyday, my enemy is my neighbor…
The hate crime, the push against my freedom,
The anger in your hearts, you make me laugh
You make me angry, you make me so angry…….hahahahahahah….
I was never happy in this place…
Hate is all around me, surrounding me around this place…
Malaysia, ur so fucking odd….
But please just read the 1st words of the second paragraph…
I feel like a vegetable….maybe like an apple…
A very close record of Patient # 862706’s life in the institute
Personal :
Unkept hair ( Long )
Short finger-nails ( Bitten )
Body hair includes : Chest, Stomach, Back, and Legs.
Possess 2 tattoo
Unkept beard
Brown eyes
Several fillings in teeth
Un-removed wisdom tooths
Scars on left inner thigh, left hand, stomach
Birth mark located right chest
Environment :
Given 1 Bed
Given 1 Table fan
Given 1 Air conditioner
Given 1 Table
Given 1 Altec Lansing Stereo
Given 1 Book shelf
Given 2 Closets
Given 1 Mirror
Given 1 Trash Can
Possess 1 Macintosh iBook G4
Possess 7 Keroro Model Kits ( Soon 8 )
Possess 1 Gundam ( Crossbone )
Possess A Plofettera of Vinyl/Rubber/Plastic Toys
Possess 5 Gashapon Keroro Key Chains
Possess 1 Stolen Tiger Beer Mug from Bulldog ( tm )
Possess 2 Ashtrays
Possess 2 Transformers ( Bumblebee, Blackout )
Possess 1 W810i
Living Habitat :
1 Cigarette Each morning
1 Cigarette After every meal
Brushing Teeth
Shitting
Showering
Playing in Blitzone under the name Krlsty, Sgt.Keroro, Man[ Hunt ] and more.
Often eats at Choi Kee
Listening to music ranging from Desert Rose to s(AINT)
Sleeping for very long hours
It seems that the patient seems to be very very interested in learning/watching
Sadism, Machoism, and Torture.
Though patient may seem to be interested, but shows no interest of doing any of it
It is also evident that the patient is only able to withstand a certain level of gore
It might be because the patient is still unable to accept certain things about
The human body, how it works, and how ” beautiful ” we are really inside.
Patient # 862706 will be transferred to temporary solitary confinement
Self mutilation, Withdrawal, Depression, and much more
Patient will be under anesthetic until we are able to calm him down
And be able to start our experiments
Operation time will start at 0900 hours.
The operation shall last no longer than 3 hours.
Patient will be be experimented on several things
1. Electrocution
2. Mutilation
3. Mutation
4. Drugs
5. Patient shall then go to a final stage, strapped to a chair, a given several videos to watch.
6. Kill, Survive, Country, Honor, Loyalty.
7. Loyalty, Survive, Country, Honor, Kill.
8. Kill, Country, Honor, Loyalty, Survive.
9. Survive, Kill, Honor, Loyalty, Country.
10. Country, Kill, Loyalty, Honor, Survive.
11. Survive, Country, Kill, Honor, Loyalty….
12. Destroy, Kill, Country, Loyalty, Survive
13. Kill, Destroy, Survive, Country, Loyalty.
14. Loyalty, Survive, Destroy, Country, Kill.
One thing I would like to tell you all that haven’t realized yet
The destruction of this place is really coming soon
As if corrupt cops, unfair government, and racism
Isn’t enough for this fucking place, many things ahead will contribute to
Our high and great society. Three dominant races, different kind of religions, different kind of cultures,
It really shows that the shit hole we been living in, that nobody can coincide with anything
Murderers, Sadists, Rapists, punishment will come when you meet your creator,
Even if you do not believe, even if you refuse to believe, you’re shit out of luck.
Nobody can work as a fucking team, there is always a fucking person that hates everybody,
And a everybody that hates somebody, it is natural wherever is the fucking world you are.
Our society is split into 3 main branches, neither one would want to talk to the other,
Some are ashamed of being in the group that they are in,
Some are so fucking happy that they are in the group they are in,
When will this fucking madness end? : Never
Will our children see a great future in this country’s society? : Never
Will our family be safe from these ” types ” of people? : Never
Is Ian actually going fucking crazy? : Yes indeed, I have come to accept my death, I have come to accept the shit that is thrown at us, nothing works as you want it to be, 90% of the people working aren’t happy with their jobs, and still they go to it everyday. And then push out 20% interest to their jobs. Don’t like it? GET THE FUCK OUT.
Am I wrong? Am I right? I say what I see and experience. If you cannot come to accept it
Why are you here in the first place?
Q : U better start talking
I : You got a cigarette?
Q : You got something to say to me?
I : You got a cigarette?
Q : Here you go, now talk.
I : Go fuck yourself….and a light please!
Baby don’t cry…
You have my heart, atleast for the most part…
Cause everybody’s gotta die sometime…
We fell apart, let’s make a new start…
I would suffer so long for you…
To make it up to you…
I’d do whatever you want me to do…
And if it’s not enough…
Try Again.
Try Again.
Try Again.
So what do Koi fish have to do with dragons?
According to Wiki Answering Thingy :
When a Koi/Carp fish had succeeded in climbing the falls at a point of the Dragon Gate
on the Yellow river, the Koi/Carp is transformed into a dragon. It represented advancement,
To move on towards a great goal.
Overall, they represent good luck, doesn’t matter what a color a Koi would be.
But there are times where, certain Koi’s that are together represent something
Like 5 Golden Kois, something like the Yamabuki Odon, represents eternal wealth and well being.
But who knows, a koi might just be a koi, it’s just something where once u look at it,
It will show u that Koi’s in the wildlife swim against currents to reach a certain destination.
Something like humans going through hardships to reach the goal they had set
For themselves.
If a fish can think like that, why not us right?
The Darwin Awards!
- The Darwin Awards is awarded to people that ensure the long term survival of the human race by
Removing themselves in sublimely idiotic ways.
- In plain english : Awards for idiots that die in idiotic ways.
- One great story :
2006, Somewhere in Vietnam
3 men scavenging for scrap metal found a 500 pound undetonated bomb on a hill.
As they rolled it down the hill, with the powers of gravity, the bomb detonated
Leaving a 4-meter crater and sending the 3 entrepeneurs to a face to face meeting with their maker.
I bought Bumblebee the other day with my girlfriend
Guess where? Sungei Wang…
Takara’s Bumblebee is sure nice n_n
Wats not nice about it? The freaking price they gave to me
In which later on I felt like I was a kid and some old guy stole my candy out of my mouth
Bumblebee :
Guess how much this sucka cost me….RM165….
Haha dun tell anyone! I feel idiotic after going to Area 51 and they told me they selling
It for RM80….but they were out of stock as well XD….so I guess Bumblebee IS really
THAT God damned rare….2007 Camaro Concept Version baby!….Automorph technology
Is really really cool….
Next month I’ll be getting this : Blackout
Call me childish, whatever u want, but erm….Transformers really got me again
I remember when I was a kid I had a bunch….Starscream….ratchet….a whole bunch….
Hehe…this one will cost me RM120….put a downpayment on it at Area 51 1 utama
RM50 bucks…gonna collect it when the shipment comes next month 
I have recently got home to Cheras
I got home around 7pm n_n….
Ok, so nothing has changed, my god damn speakers are blown out to hell
And…I hate this mess that I have created with all the sh*t that I brought back from Penang
Ok, very soon, in about a day or two, I will soon post up some pictures
I took in Penang. I also have some video blogs, but how the hell do I put that up?
F*ck it heheh….ok boys and girls, later!
