Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

Rain rain go away…ah nevermind la, just come back today…
I wonder…is life…any good…T.T…sometimes it feels like its all gonna fall down…
Man…anyway!…playing foosball has hurt my right arm alot…hmm how to say?
Its under the top…well…I don’t use my wrists to shoot…I just jam the fucking thing ahhahaha!…
No, I dun spin T.T…Anyway…can do a few good shots already, just that…gotta learn how to
Aim that freak…damn ball…damn u wooden balls~~ It feels like I have been having holidays all day…
So bored…its a good thing my friends were able to get me out…or I would sleep all day >.<…

If I would to turn back the time…I have wondered how many things I would have tried
Not to do…Sometimes I wonder…will God ever forgive us for the things we have done…

hi- So today seemed to be a really hectic day
- Working from 8am to around 3pm
- Serving customers and who would have known, in one shot at around 12-12.20pm,
- All 20+ of them rushed into our restaurant. Huah~!!

- Anyway…was kind of a busy day u know…and my back aches…Jesus…
- Even cancer sticks aren’t helping my ass out…so happened that I missed my dad’s bday
- Too bad dude…I had to help one of my friends do something…unfortunately…
- Anyway, happy bday dad…even if in real life u didn’t get to hear it, but here it is…

I threw away everything that belonged to my wife, it hurt me too much to see them…but that beach ball, that she blew herself, I couldn’t throw it away…why?…cause it still ahd her breath in it