Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

So Wats So Good About These Two Videos?
Well First One Is A Korean Guy Showing His Skills Through Out A Shopping Mall
Its Incredible, Its Awesome, I Wish I Could Moon Walk Damn It!!

Second Video XBOX 360 Advertisement
Wats So Awesome Well, Apart That Its So Funny, How The Hell Did They Get So Many People
To Pull Off This Shit?? Its Awesome, But We All Know XBOX 360 Sucks, And When PS3 Comes Out,
Halo 3 Is Not Gonna Save XBox 360’s Ass…Haha…

Enjoy The Videos

Has To Be Probably One Of The Best Deftones Song I Heard…
Its Been So Long Since I Heard This Song…
Though The Lyrics Are Abit Off…
But, Its Very Good… ^_^…

Anyway, Tomorrow Is The Last Day I Am Working…
Haha…3 Months Has Past So Fast…
Working There Has Been Great…
Though I Have Met Very Odd People…
But Its Been Great…

Today Is Thanksgiving, But Unfortunately…
I Am Celebrating It Alone…Its Very Horrible But…
I Have Nobody U Know, So…
Yeah…Thanksgiving Alone, No Turkey…
Just Eating Them Frozen Food…Oh Well…

I’ll Be Returning To Malaysia Soon…
I Guess Its Ok?…
Gonna Get A PS2…Erm…Finish My Studies…
Everything Else…
ETC ETC~~…
Take Care Everyone, I Know Exams Are Coming For All Of You Guys
So, Study Hard, & Good Luck Ppl

Hi~
Man its cold here…
Every morning I wake up and its freezing damn it…
Erggghhh….How to live like this…so cold…T.T…
I recently received a letter from someone @ malaysia…
Its very cute with a panda on the back of the mail hehe…
I got home around 5.45pm, and discovered the mail in my mailbox…
The letter has been flying for a long time ^^…
Just like me when I come back from America hehe…
Dear blog…
Its a very cold, dark winter night…
My right hand dries and cracks, with cuts on my knuckles…
Under my fingernails they turn brownish, and my skin from my fingerprints start to
Tear away…it hurts when I clench my right hand into a fist, the cuts stretch and burns…
My hair has also grown tremendously long…@.@…
Its so long I think I can tie it now hehe…

Anyway, work here is almost done, and its almost time to pack my sh!t up
And start back at my education sh!t…
Now I realize, I wanna study more than I wanna be a worker…
Working sucks…^-^…
Thats my thought of the day…

- This Is The 2nd Version Of Vermillion…Performed By Slipknot -
- Should I Post The 1st Version?…I Liked The 2nd One Much Better… -
- Yeah, It Is Alittle Eerie That A Dead Body In The Middle Of The Field -
- Is Floating Around…Who Knows What Is The Meaning… -
- Can Always Write A Message To Me & Tell Me About It… -
- Anyway, I Am Almost Done With Work… -
- Hehe…1 More Week… -
- Yawn…Take Care Guys ^-^… -
- The Way I Play The Game, U Gotta Have Really Big Balls -
- Heh Heh Heh…. -

비가와 지금도 그때처럼 비가와
온 세상이 온통 빗소리에 젖었어
니가 정말 좋아하는 이런 날에는
둘이라서 다행이라 했지

비가와 다시 또 일년이 지났나봐
이맘 때면 잊지않고 찾아오나봐
니가 정말 좋아하는 이런날에는
너와 함께라서 행복했어

너있는 곳에도 이렇게 비가오니
누군가 함께있니 내가 아니지만
그때처럼 비가 내리면
지금 너도 혹시 날 생각하니
나처럼 아파하니
돌아갈 순 없지만
언제나 이맘 때 쯤에 내리는 비는
헤어진 널 생각하게 해

비가와 끝도없이 내릴건가봐
온 세상이 온통 먹구름에 깔렸어
지금처럼 비가 내려오는 날이면
못 견디게 니가 보고싶어

너있는 곳에도 이렇게 비가 오니
누군가 함께있니 내가 아니지만
눈물같은 비가 내리면
지금 너도 혹시 날 생각하니
나처럼 아파하니
돌아갈 순 없지만
언제나 이맘 때 쯤에 내리는 비는
헤어진 널 생각하게 해

- This video is very interesting no?
- If you have time, do watch the whole video
- Its sad, but what else can you do?

” Life is hard, I can try my best to reach you ”
” But if you’re not here, how, am I suppose to go on? ”
” As if running towards a never ending destination… ”
” Its still raining in my head ”
” I can wait, like this video, until the end ”
” But it still rains… ”
” Like a thousand things thrown onto my shoulders ”
” It soakes into my clothes and makes it heavier ”
” I don’t know how much can I take… ”
” Until one day, the sun shines, I will be here…”
” Its still raining in my head… ”
~Ian~

- This video reminds me alot about me… -
- Not treating my gf right -
- Smoker -
- Crazy fuck dancing around -
- Sounds like me lol… -
- The video has an impact on me -
- It really reminds me of what I was, or maybe still am -
- I dun care till everything is gone, but I get over it and move on -
- These mistakes, can they ever be cleared off…? -
- Sometimes I sit here and think… -
- God will never ever forgive for what I did… -
- Bad people will always stay as bad, and good as good -

- I sit around, and wonder, maybe someday I will die -
- Alone, and suffering -
- Whoever thats reading this, I have something to tell u -
- I so happen have lung problems -
- I went to the ER yesterday for some small problems -
- They X-Rayed my chest and found formidable amount of shit in it haha… -

- So maybe I’m gonna die?…. -
- ^-^…goodbye… -