Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

| 26.03.06 |
| Hello again mistah Blog… |
| Today I will be posting Kiss Goodbye from Wang Lee Hom |
| Why? Cuz I”m crazy like that haha… |
| Who knows what the song means? Who cares? |
| All I know is Kiss Goodbye~~ |
| Kiss who goodbye? What?… |
| No idea, but one day I guess I can find the translation |
| Or if there is somebody out there reading my blog, Jesus, please tell me the translation!! |
| Anyway, alot of people dun seem to like this song… |
| But who cares? I like it haha… |

| Hmm…well I guess I finally gonna start college again tomorrow |
| Whoever that knows me should know where I am going |
| Dun bother to ask me…too lazy to say… |
| Anyway, how’s life everyone… |
| Mine is so boring that I have gained a good amount of weight haha… |
| Hmm…what else should I mention… |

| I guess I’m gonna move on along now… |
| I just can’t stand the state I am in now… |
| I hate it, whatever I do feels like it amounts to nothing… |
| To me, It may seem like it never amount to anything… |
| But truly, In my heart, I have this feeling like its true… |

| Well…I guess I’ll leave this like this then… |
| Whoever that has time to load up the music video I just posted… |
| Enjoy ^-^… |

| 12.02.06 |
| Mom just came back from the states |
| For once I felt happy that she was there |
| She made it clear that everyone @ America is doin fine |
| Its been awhile since I got back |
| Nothing much has changed |
| I guess my nephew is doing fine |
| How come kids are always happy? |

| Its nice to see them run, laughing, playin, its as if a reminiscent of our past… |
| We don’t even remember it, but once we did act like them… |
| Now, I’m just a slave to the game |

| Nevermind that, one day I’ll make it better… |
| Anyway… |

| Life’s been boring, and I am so lost in certain areas |
| Where am I goin…? |
| Am I gonna cook forever…or am I going to be an artist…how do I become |
| An artist that will change the way ppl look at art forever? |
| Sometimes, maybe what I think is true…, I am truly lost… |

| To release some anger |
| I”ve been tagging a mall recently |
| Sorry guys, whoever that works there, please dun hate the playa, hate the game |
| Start small, and move on to bigger “pieces” |

| 1. Staircases | check |
| 2. Elevators | check |
| 3. Boards/Signs | check |
| 4. Elevators with cameras |
| 5. Staircases with cameras |
| 6. Carparks |
| 7. CARS |
| 8. A freshly painted wall |
| 9. My biggest dream yet : LRT trains, outside & inside |
| 10. Whatever you can feed a marker/spray paint to |

| I’ve done the first 3 ( checks ) |
| Moving along with the rest |
| So far this is only done with 2 people |
| 1. Me |
| 2. A “look-out” person to cover me |
| I guess one day I have to just really go there alone and do it |

| Anyway…I’m outta here, good to post again haha…peace…. |

| 9.02.06 |
| Hot old track from Cam’Ron |
| Daydreamin really makes me wanna be what this song is mentionin |
| ” Where’d you wanna go? Italy? What Sicily? Tell me girl Disney World? ” |
| One day, I’m gonna be able to say that…I am so damn sure about it |
| ” Where’d you wanna go? Sungei Wang? What Chee Cheong Kai? Tell me girl Putra LRT station? ” |
| Hahahha… |

| Anyway, its a hot track ever since I got his first album a couple years back |
| At first it was ok, but listen to the lyrics, they make sense, and it feels like I’m there |
| I been through that, and I wanna be this…finally a music that really reflects me? I dunno… |
| The video is aiight, but the song is where the heart is… |

| One day, riding in a Cayman S with a girl beside me on the roads |
| Of Florida Beaches, thats when I know, life is complete… |

| Peace to you all |
| Its ok to dream right? |
| I just have a bigger imagination lol…. |

| 8.02.06 |
| Heh Heh…so nice driving today |
| Fly around Sungei Wang area and back |
| I have to say, the manual transmission is much more fun than I thought |
| I was really afraid of the manual for awhile now, but now I gotten used to it |
| Its kinda fun heh heh… |

| Also, the more I play Most Wanted |
| The more I wanna drive manual transmission haha… |
| I also built a love for the cars from Porsche |
| I have to say these cars are really fun to drive…in the game that is… |
| Particularly I love the Porsche Cayman S… |
| Beautiful lil monster… |

| Anyway, the more I drive, the more I love this manual |
| Ok, so there are times I forget to downshift, but hell, I’ll pick that up later… |
| Fly kancil fly! I’ll make u fly~~ |
| This small piece of shit really sucks… |
| But oh well, its only for training…. |

| Ok~ So I had fun |
| Good day! Heh heh…n_n… |

| 5.02.06 |
| Woke up with the biggest headache of my life… |
| Well, it didn’t feel like a headache…more like confusion and blurs… |
| I woke up, and heard the music that had been playing since last night on my laptop |
| Wat was it playing…hmm…wat song…was…it…yeah thats right… |
| Some song from 2pac…ahhh nothing more than waking up with the sound of gangsta music |
| Hehe…anyway…called someone up, which I was suppose to meet at 11-12… |
| I think mid way through the conversation I realized I was like…4 hours late… |
| Ahhh man…this drinkin frat parties ain’t helping me… |

| Ok, maybe at that very moment it was ok, but damn it, the first thing I do when I get in is |
| I stepped on someones vomit…man thats just not my day… |
| Anyway…drinking with my fellow G~Unitz has always been fun, and its true, maybe some odd |
| Years from now, I ain’t gonna get to drink like this anymore, its better off I go all out Haha… |

| So…today didn’t do anything, just sat down infront of the tv, looked at it for like 20 minutes |
| Fell asleep on the couch, woke up, my step sister gave me some cigarettes, and went back to |
| Meet the sandman… |

| Ok so now here I am…typing while talking to 2 people… |
| Stuck in time? She’s so right… |
| Stuck in the past…past…stupid…anyway… |
| …Next time, same place, different time! |