| Today |
| Its an ok day I guess?… |
| Recently heard feng tao king has left for JB |
| And now hearing that Eugene is also leaving |
| The people that I hang out with, club with, drink with |
| All gone? Hah…Well I guess one way or the other |
| Everyone is gonna move on sooner or later… |
| What will become of us? Who knows? |
| Even Alex is gone, one of the closest friend I had, had left to join the US Air Force |
| Last time I heard he’s doing real well, and I guess its great I guess |
| Today I asked Nick what would happen in 2 years time? |
| ” I’m not gonna fly ” |
| Meaning, He ain’t gonna study anywhere foreign I suppose… |
| Why 2 years time? |
| Cuz I’ll be gone too, while I know he gots many friends over here |
| Another guy that I hang out with seems to be drifting away as well |
| And what if I left without telling how my heart felt to the one I loved… |
| I’d live in a lie forever, regretting…and one day meet my friend, the 12 gauge shotgun |
| Sometimes sad, thinking that, I’m leaving my loved one here |
| But happy that I’m moving on…and they are too |
| And one day, Brother Brother! I will see u again…we’ll eventually meet again, and when we do |
| At that moment, the world is nothing, and we are everything |
| I still live in that very past |
| That time when I was just watching what I cared for so much in my life move away |
| Drifting away it seems from my vision, but not my memory |
| Its like its been etched on the very walls of my brains, and will never leave me… |
| I still think everything is fine, when sometimes, when I look at it |
| I’m still that heartbroken bastard standing there…still there… |
| Standing, waiting…for something…when I find it again, I’ll tell u… |