Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

| 24.06.06 |
| Today watched Tokyo Drift… |
| Was a very cool movie, but I wished that ” special ” someone had turn up |
| To go with me…but oh well, atleast I went with Nick, Wayne, and Ricky |
| Today I went to the KDU’s Madri Gras… |
| What the hell kind of Mardi Gras is that?? |
| It sucked, and never was worth my time nor my money |
| I only went there for one reason, but thats another story |

| Today we change videos~ |
| After so oong running with SG Wannabe |
| I’m bringing in Wheesung |
| Wheesung has an incredible voice ( can’t bean HwanHee though ) |
| It has like a deep, but romantic voice? I dunno how to describe it… |
| It is indeed 5.30am Saturday |
| Feeling tired…but just felt like updating it… |

| Car’s in Tokyo Drift ( Or Tokyo Piao Piao ) |
| Mazda | Veilside RX-7 | RX-8 |
| Mitsubishi Evo 9 |
| Camaro |
| Dodge Viper |
| Nissan | Skyline R32, R34, Silvia, 350z |
| Ford Mustang |

| Some hot cars right? Gotta love it… |
| Anyway…well…nothing much happened today |
| Not very happy…but I guess I’ll get over it |
| And tell it to her one day… = ) |
| Not one day! Soon!! |
| Haha…See yaz… |

| 17.06.06 |
| Yesterday night, my eletricity was cut off |
| Heh…I was all alone at home at that time in my living room |
| For some odd reason, I didn’t do anything |
| Just sat there, in the darkness |
| Grabbed one of my cancer sticks and sat there smoking… |
| I closed my eyes, reminiscin’… |

| Wats wrong with me…? |
| I really wonder… | Depression?…what is it… |

| I think and think and think |
| It’ll never come to me, I will never get it |
| Its a punishment | I know I am guilty |
| I will take my punishment, but atleast let me do something, to make it feel better |

| Now I’m just here |
| Not moving | How long will this last?? |
| Do I have to kill myself??… |
| I guess we have to wait and see… | Heh… |
| When the time comes, I will tell u…. |

| Hmm…17.06.06 |
| Well its only ten days away huh? |
| I’m getting old heh heh… |
| How is my blog doing…oh look at it…its full of dust… |

| So what’s been going on? |
| Ian : Nothing much, going to Sarawak to ” look c look c ” |
| Get a tattoo there, meet some girls? I dunno… |
| College still sucks, and I can’t seem to find anything to do lol… |

| What else is new? |
| I’m waiting for a time when some of my friends are free so we can |
| Freakin go see the Bass Agents | Everytime I wanna go, its either far away |
| Or there is noone to go with me | Fuckin awesome right? |

| How’s life? |
| What life are u talking about? |
| I wake my ass up everyday at 5am to catch the first bus to the LRT station |
| My face looks like shit, and 2 of the 4 times that I go to college |
| I wake up late and forget to brush my teeth |
| I get my ass to the LRT station and reach my destination 2 hours later |
| Gotta say, Malaysia’s ” Incredibly Advanced Transport Technology ” just doesn’t cut it for me |
| Anyway fuck that… |

| Nothing much has been goin on lately |
| I guess I’m still trying to move on, I’m still there |
| No matter how many times I try to forget it |
| I see her, I see her smile, I see her sad… |
| I blame it all on me… |
| One day, maybe God would just hit me with lighting, then I’d be happier |
| Atleast…I hope so lol… |

| Take care blog, I’ll be back to update u again |