Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

Forgot to put in somethin haha…

If you are wondering the order of the Bond movies, here you go

1. Dr.No
2. From Russia With Love
3. Goldfinger
4. Thunderball
5. You Only Live Twice
6. On Her Majesty’s Secret Service
7. Diamonds Are Forever
8. Live And Let Die
9. The Man With The Golden Gun
10. The Spy Who Loved Me
11. Moonraker
12. For Your Eyes Only
13. Octopussy
14. A View To Kill
15. The Living Daylights
16. License To Kill
17. Goldeneye
18. Tomorrow Never Dies
19. The World Is Not Enough
20. Die Another Day
21. Casino Royale

Yes, 21 movies…

Just finished watching Casino Royale
Its 3:22am

Erm, well I don’t know if all of you already watch it
But anyway, its bad ass no? Haha…
Well, it depends on what you like about James Bond

Whoever thought that he should have look more handsome, etc etc, is ok I guess
I think Daniel Craig really brought James Bond back to life
I didn’t really like James Bond ( From I was young up until now…Yes, I never liked Bond )
But Casino Royale changed everythin, if the next bond movie has Daniel Craig in it, I’m going to watch it

Casino Royale is nothing like other Bond movies where he has a trillion gadgets and drive an aston martin
And is a playboy. It is not your typical Bond movie. Period.

It has a more violent feel to it, Bond doesn’t seem very professional like the older movies
It shows how Bond become the MI6’s Double-O’s. It shows why he does what he does. Why does he act like
He is in the future movies, its because of things that happen in Casino Royale.

It basically is like Batman Begins, where we finally dwell into Bond’s past.
We get answers like why is this this, and why is that is that
Well, of course it’s not like very detailed, but we get the idea.
And there isn’t really much gadgets in the movie too, other than that cardiac arrest machine thingy that
Saved his life, and maybe some VAIO notebooks….and sony ericsson phones…and the DB-S of course…
Yeah, no lasers coming out of watches and shit, which is good

Shows you that Bond doesn’t have to rely on every single gadget to save his life.
The ” new ” Bond is bad ass, angry, clumsy, and makes mistakes.

Cool movie.
This Bond movie actually made me watch till the end.

5/5

Is this new? I have no idea
I just found it at Youtube and decided to put it up
Its from SG Wannabe, a korean group

The videos, just like every single SG Wannabe music video,
Is split into parts, which are….well…parts 1, 2, and 3….
I believe all of them have different songs though

Part 1 : Precious History

Part 2 : Ordinary People Feat. Buzz and God knows who is the other person

Part 3 : No idea what is the song ( Its written in korean ) Feat. Vibe

If you gots time, watch all 3, its up at my profile…peace

I can dream can’t I?
Well these are my dream cars
Haha

1. Shelby GT500 ( 1967 )

2. Plymouth Hemi ‘Cuda ( 1970’s )

3. Chevrolet Camaro SS ( 1967 )

Muscle Cars rule ^_____^;;

The sound that my phone makes when I get sms
Its Saturday, 8:28 pm

Hmm well today is a boring day
I woke up at…10am and went downstairs to look around and then went back up again
The hard trance that I was hearing all night till the next morning was still playing, it was playing
Monochroma…

Ok well today I went out to get my lunch…and then came home to eat it while watching Honey & Clover…
Erm…I’ve watched episode 1 - 20+ ( Including Chapter L & Chapter F )
I’m still waiting for Season 2, but I dunno where is it at YouTube…I’l find it later…
Other than that, I’ve been watching Midori Days, right now I’m at the 4th episode, and so far its been very fun to watch
Haha…the series only runs for 13 episodes though….

So that’s what I’ve been up to…I talked to a friend in Australia around the afternoon….
And told her I’ll email her instead cuz I couldn’t stand my sleepy-ness, I was just too tired when it turn 4pm
So I slept till I got up because it was too hot in my room ( God damn Malaysia )

I’m still playing Carbon, I know I’m going crazy over that game, but being able to custom ur car is just too cool hahaha…
I’ll post up some pics of them ^_^…cuz I’m fucking bored….

Recently my friend discussed with me about my dream, the one where I was driving on the road but the road
Has no walls, just the road, and the road was a fly over….and I now remember certain parts of the scenery,
It had looked exactly like the fly over at Kerinchi link, but no walls, so you could see all the way down haha…
My friend told me maybe because I’ve been playing Carbon too much, and I guess he’s right haha…
But wouldn’t it mean that I should be on a mountain instead of a fly over? Nevermind….

So anyway, the last post was alittle crazy about wearing ppl’s face and shit but anyway
Its not from me, its from Slipknot, I just love the way they put their lyrics, and their ” new ” album
Vol 3 : The Subliminal Verses is very brutal, yet attains a certain melody, a sign of that Slipknot
Can actually make other sounds other than screaming and swearing….

Anyway, I’ll update this later….peaceeeeee

November 25th 2006
3:09am Saturday

It’s almost time to play | It’s time to be afraid
I can’t control the pain | I can’t control the vain
Oh God I’m ready now | You’re almost ready now
I’m gonna love you now | I’m gonna put you down
I see you in the dark | I see you all the way
I see you in the light | I see you plain as day
I wanna touch your face | I wanna touch your soul
I wanna wear your face | I wanna burn your soul

11:02pm
November 20, 2006

Ok! So its a start of…the 101th post! lol…
So I was wondering…what the hell is up with the raining nowadays??
Is Malaysia going to hell or something? Even worse is when I have to wash my clothes and
Then, guess what? After putting them out at the sun for about 20 minutes,
It starts raining…ok, there is definitely something wrong with the weather or the timing of me hanging clothes
Hanging clothes @ 12pm is a good time right?? Wrong! A fucking hurricane comes in and makes all my underwear
Wet, leaving me to walk around my damn house in a towel…

Ok! So it sounds very odd, but yeah, I wash everything in one go, leaving myself nothing to wear ( HAHAHAH )
Ok….anyway….no more talking about what I do in life, cuz u guys might get this weird feeling in the heart
Maybe some in disgust, some might try to rip the towel apart to reveal the dragon inside ( ^___^ )
Ok enough of that also….

Ah…ok so…today I played…with….Okami….and then…I got the 10th ink stroke…..
And I realize….after beating a boss, I still have to beat many more….eventhough I have put 16 hours of gameplay in it…
And I realize I’m still somewhere at the beginning….I was thinking to myself….16 hours….WHAT THE HELL WAS I DOING
FOR 16 HOURS IN THE GAME??….oh well…the game is so cool, I’m going to finish it, even if it may take me years to complete like how it took me like, 1 year to finish up Resident Evil 4….

Ok, that was long for a game, but that’s because of I was so afraid of running out of ammo/health packs/etc that I never
Really wanted to die….that game made me feel like I didn’t want to die!! WTF?? Usually in other games I just run in there
Guns blazing! But this God damned game made me scared of dying! WTF!!!! Well, after completing it, I never cared
If I died anymore, cuz it became easier…haha….anyway….

Erm…well…I’m bored dude…and the exams are coming
I think if I fail this term I’m done for…
I’m leaving this God forsaken country
And then I’m gonna run off to America
And then I’m gonna join the Army Infantry or something, I’m sick of it…
I rather put a bullet through some dude’s head…or something….I don’t know
Maybe I’ll buy a car and drive off a canyon or something….
Or maybe I’ll go ” Postal ” @ some place…HAHAHAHAHA…just kidding!!!

Ah Jesus…I’m goin crazy u know…
I gotta go to college and do something…the weekends feel like forever nowadays…
I need to go to college more…but when I do I get too tired….God save me…
I have no more ideas hahahahaha…..ah geez

” The Whole Thing, I Think Is Sic ”

Here it is, the 100th post, since blogs are ordered in days, I decided to call it the 100th day….
Anyway, I spoke with my sister today, she said my nephew had fallen asleep on the floor
And so did she, they didn’t have any furniture as of right now, NO, they are not that poor ’till they can’t afford furniture,
She’s waiting for new ones, and told me that she’s gonna take my nephew, Jack, outside later
To watch for the meteor shower/meteor rain….

I don’t know if we are going to experience it here, but a very long time ago I had this idea stuck at my head
Well, its not an idea, but more of the truth….here it is

I think that, people nowadays are so oblivious of whats going on outside of their life
People come home, turn on the the idiot box, stare for hours, and then sleep
Or some may play games, whatever, its the same….not alot of people stop
And take the time to look outside anymore, tell me, how many times have you guys stare to the skies and
Watch the stars?…

When I got into the car accident, I realize, eventhough I want to die so badly…
I still wanna live because I have a family that loves me…I may have a bad attitude, a tattoo, a very dirty swearing mouth
But I’m hoping that my family will always be there for me…I don’t wanna lose so many people that love me
Now, I don’t know how many people out there I know that actually cares about me, but if you do,
Please insert your name here _______________________, incase I forgotten about any of you…

I had a dream today, around at 5pm, I dreamnt I got up from sleeping, and walked around the house and
Found that everybody was going out, and told me to come, for some odd reason I didn’t want to, the living room
Had blue lights, and I was sitting under my staircase, thinking about something
As weird as it can be, thankfully I REALLY got up from my sleep and was like WTF??

I always thought that life is like a cycle or maybe a rope, one end still hanging on to life while the other end is on fire

Life ——————-****** Fire

It all depends on how long is the rope is, and how strong it is, you are the rope,
Be strong, live long, fight the fire, and live on.

I may say all these things, but I can’t really do it myself, I guess I can say it, but sometiimes I just can’t do it
I’m just saying it, so that all of you can see it, and realize that life is that short?

Anyway, throughout this 100 posts, whoever that had read, and post comments on it,
Thanks! Much appreciated….

* When you wish upon a star~ *
* Doesn’t matter who you are~~ *
* Unless you are Hitler~~ *

It’s been awhile since I updated
But you know, I’m still here, alive and kickin’!
Ok so today I got nothing much to talk about…

Oh yea! I got COD3! ( Call of Duty 3 )
I think that game should have stayed in Xbox360 or PS3, cuz in the PS2 version, it looks so grainy
It just feels like a bad port for some odd reason…well anyway…see ya, the next post will be the 100th!
I think I have to take time and think about what should I do about the 100th post, since it should mean something yea?
So, we’ll see, I’ll come up with something crazy

* Out Of Subject *

All our lives,
All we ever sacrificed has paid
Everything,
Everything is possible to me
Why no fight?,
Found everything that I had to take away
Save your life,
Save everything and make a better way….

My end, it justifies my means
All I ever do is delay
The end of the road to my end

This is the year, where hope fails you,
The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastards you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesingis possible if we strive
There is no reason, there’s no lesson,
No time like the present, so I’m telling you right now,
Tell me what you gotta lose? What do you have to lose?
Except your soul? Just listen!

She is everything to me,
The unaquired dream, the song that noone sings,
The unattainable, she is a myth that I have to believe in…
All I have to make it real, is one more reason…
I don’t know what to do….and she makes me say…
But I won’t let this build up inside of me….

Gears of War
Console : XBox360
Release Date ( Emergence Day ) : 7th or 12th US Depending on stores
Price : USD 59.99 / RM 220 ( - or + )
Developer : Epic Games ( Of Unreal Franchise )

Players take the role of Marcus Fenix, once a decorated soldier ( Called Gears in the game ) that is now thrown into prison for
Defying orders of his superior when he tried to save his father during the outbreak of the Locusts. He was too late,
And to an addition of losing his father, he was slapped with a 40 years sentence in Prison.

After the Pendulum War ( A civil war of some sort ) in the planet Sera, the planet is finally at peace
But when everything seems to be doing ok, the ground rippled, breaking and destroying everything in its
Wake…revealing the Locusts Horde. Noone knows where are they from, but ask any Gear, and they will say
The Locusts are from Hell. Destroying anything, men, women, and children, they have no mercy, and their true
Objective is not known at all. 4 years after the outbreak, and 4 years after Marcus is in prison, Sera is practically
Being runned over by the Locusts.

The prison that Marcus is in is also being overrunned, and when everything seems to come to an end,
A close friend of Marcus, Dominic, releases him, and tell him to once again join the army to destroy the Locust Horde
Once and for all….

Gameplay :

Run and duck for cover! You’ll never survive the war if you’re exposed to enemy fire….
Basically, every single cover you get, is probably your best friend. Run and gun? No way.
The game is presented in 3rd person style, and over the shoulder view when you’re firing your weapon.
The player is given a limited amount of weapons to carry :

2 Main weapons
1 Side Arm
A couple of Grenades

Tactic’s play some role in the game, players will work with team mates to destroy the horde.
Or you can always call up a friend to join you in the war via Xbox Live, LAN, or Split Screen.

Graphics :

Unreal 3.0 engine
What else can we say? Bad ass? Rag doll? Extreme Violence? Hell Yea

Overall :

The game introduces a weapon named the ” Lancer ” assault rifle early in the game
This is the standard issued Gear weapon. What is it?…its an assault rifle that has a mounted chainsaw!
Ok ok, like my friend said, ” Don’t imagine a M16 with a chainsaw infront of it “. Its crazier than you think. Run up
To a Locust or a pedestrian and hit and hold the B button to rev and chainsaw your enemies or friends to half, with blood
Spraying all over the place, includiing your TV screen.

The Lancer in action :

Its probably the best weapon in the world that man has made!! Why can’t we have real ones???

Everything in the game seems to rule according to Forums, and my friends opinion whom plays alot of games…=.=||
If 10 game reviewing web sites have give it a 9.5-10/10 scores, you can’t go wrong at all….

Want it?? You can’t fucking play it until you get a Xbox360! ( Damn you Epic, you all make me wanna get a Xbox360 )