Pyschaotic Mind Of A Dying Male

To the people that thought I have died
I am still indeed very alive :P….
I am currently listening to 幸福的意外 extensively
I do not know why, but the song is really good!
Anybody that knows the singer, PLEASE DO TELL ME

So this year movies have been great huh??
I’m talking about

300
Transformers
Live Free or Die Hard

These three really made my year hahahaha…
Other than my other stack of DVD’s

I came back yesterday to KL to settle something,
Tmrw, I will be leaving for Penang again
1 more month, and I will be done The bus leaves at 11am hehe…

Anyway, there’s nothing much that happened,
Other than me realizing that my speakers probably blew out, cuz the left side
Seems to be producing less noise than the right one
Unfortunately….

I have now someone in my life
By my side
Taking care of me
Loving me
For the person I am talking about, do u know how much I love u?
Too much for my words to be expressed…
Just know that I will be here, from the start until the end,

I have tried to taken control of my anger
My jealousy, my hate, I tried to throw the all away
I tried to do everything that was wrong right again….

As time passes by,
I hope my journey with u in this long hard road
NEVER ENDS….

May 2nd 2007
11:00 AM - Wednesday

So I haven’t been here for a very very long time huh?
Hahahahaha…well guys and gurls…whoever that reads all the shit I write
Everything is ok ya know? It’s not that bad in Penang, just alittle hot and alittle boring ;p…

So this month the bill came to like this :

Rent - RM175
Electricity - RM300 ( Wooo weee look at that )

Thanks to the previous tenants for fucking us up
Thank u all, and hope all of u fucking die

Working is fine, the chefs are great here so far, compared to many
I met outside of Penang, they are really relaxed about most things…
Where else can u go to work 2 hours late and ur still ok haha…

Yea…so…oh yea…Sallie came and visit me…
With 3 other blokes Rachel, Glenda, and Adrian
So I took a day off and went out with em
We went to…everywhere?…haha….and my room for 2 days was so packed with humans
And bags that I never really had a good night’s sleep…oh well
Hope u guys had fun, and I told u guys that my room was small right?…poor Glenda had
Us smashing the door to her leg all the time we tried to get in and out of the room…hehehehe…

So…other than that…oh yea, my housemates are going back to KL, so…I didn’t want to go back, cuz
The 4 hours journey thing….not my thing, so…I’ll just stay at Penang…eventhough I do wanna go back
To go see someone…but it’s ok I guess…hope u understand :)….
So I’ll be alone from…today till…like…saturday….

Hope all of u are doing fine, and my work is not bad at all…
And and and…hope u guys are having more fun than me :P….
And and and…erm…miss u all?…and sorry that i dun reply mails and what not…
It always feel like I don’t have time for anything heheheheheh….

Peaceeeeeee

Monday 4:28pm
March 19, 2007

This time I know what you are doing
When I call u, u wouldn’t answer
My heart is hurt, the blasphemy u put me into
Sometimes I wonder if there is a place where I really belong
Is it somewhere else, is it in your soft arms? I long for u…

- ( Girl Name Here ), there are times I still think of you -
- Remember, the place where we love to go? -
- Remember, it’s a place we love to go during autumn -

I think and I think, the problem’s we had I could’ve stopped it
I could’ve done better, I could’ve loved better
Now u are gone, the place is so empty
Smaller, bigger, everything is much spacious,
When I think about it, being alone is not as gracious…

- * Na na na *, there are times I still think of you… -
- Remember, the place where we used to go? -
- Remember, the place we loved to go when you were sad? -
- Breaking up is also another part of love~ -

I try and I try, until my hands bleed
The wall’s in between us would never break
When I come to you, my crying eyes are turning red
When I am around u, I feel no more pain,
Thinking of those times, I know I lost half of myself
Chaos is disorder, lonely is being without another ( without another )
When I’ve lost my love, what would u call it? ( what would u call it? )

- ( Girls Name Here ), there are time’s I still think of you -
- When everything is gone, who will u go to? -
- Remember, the place I took u when I loved u? -
- Remember, the place we go, when we were still in love? -

* Not from a song! LoL…I wrote it myself…for FUN *

Remember when I use to update my blogs?
Well that’s becoming slower now ahhahaha

Anyway…do you remember

Die Hard?
Die Hard 2 : Die Harder
and Die Hard 3 : Die With A Vengeance

Do you? well this Independence Day ( 4th of July for non-American’s )
It’s coming back…my favourite series of movies…MATI KERAS!

Looking bad ass!!! C&C Please!

On average, 1.8 people die a second

1 New born child every 3 seconds

On average, 150,000 people die a day

On average, about 108 people die a minute

Roughly 59,597,034 people people die a year

There’s only one way to look at it : Hell is going to be VERY VERY packed….

Or This : You will never be number one…

Funny shit :

I wish I was this cat :

2:26am

Johnny Blaze’s transformation to Zarathos ( Ghost Rider )
It’s very short, this is not the full transformation, so…but its cool haha…

5:08 PM
February 22, 2007

Report :

- Patient seems to have overcome suicidal thoughts
- Patient has developed sleeping hours that usually starts at 5am to around 2pm
- Patient also has developed a liking to rock music, the song of ” Seize The Day ” can be heard
- Playing several times, accompanied by other songs that are not recognizable by our staff members.
- Patient has shaved his hair, opting for a much shorter side and back hair
- If not asleep or listening to music, the patient walks around the room aimlessly

Disease :

- Severe schizophrenia ( σχιζοφρένεια )

Conclusion :

- We have come up with a plan in which we will have to tie the patient down, after several violent
- Attacks the patient have inflicted upon the walls of his enclosed room.
- We will tie him to the bed, and place his bed upside down ( hanging from the ceiling )
- So that if the patient decides to release himself, he will fall down.
- Since patient uses alot of foul languages of different language and dialects ( including ham ga ling,
- Ma ge hai, cibai, and pukimak ) we will have to sew his mouth soon to avoid him scaring the other
- Patients that are next door to him.

Drugs/Medicines Request :

- We request a dart rifle so that we may incapacitate the patient before running more experiments
- A carton of cigarettes, of any kind to coax the patient into thinking we are his friends
- We also like to request that we send in a Gorilla in the room with the patient ( This is to see
- If the patient will befriend or kill the animal or vice versa )
- We also need a GPS collar for the patient incase of any breakouts
- And also an anklet equipped with C4 with detonator if the patient decides to leave the compound.

Patient Requests :

- A letter from any of his family member - DENIED -
- A book to read - DENIED -
- A visit from a friend or family member - DENIED - Patient might try to kill them -

This ends our report,
Tomorrow we will start our experiments.

END

3:59pm

It’s been awhile yeah? Well today is not much different from the other days

Whats new?…

Whoever that has owned a PS2 needs to play this game : Manhunt
Whoever that hasn’t heard of Manhunt, need to play this game

It’s an old game and I might have covered it awhile ago, but here it is again

The story is about an inmate named James Earl Cash that has been sentenced to death
In Carcer City. Cash is subjected to a Lethal Injection, but instead someone saves his life, and it turns out
That the Lethal injection was just a sleeping agent. Ok, so Cash ends up in the slums of Carcer City
Only to find out that he is being controled by a person that is filming him. Mission : simple, escape Carcer
City alive. Accomplishing it : not very simple, thugs, gang members, murderers, pyschotics, police, are
Chasing after you.

Check out this video to see why I love it so much :

As of February 6th, Manhunt 2 is now presented to us
And yes, it’s supposedly a new story, with a new character, and it’s coming
For PS2, PSP, and Nintendo’s Wii. This teaser trailer seems good, and hopefully
All the gory action will come back. Now I have two reasons for holding on to my PS2….

1. God of War 2
2. Manhunt 2

Argh!!!! LET THE HUNT BEGIN

It’s….11:40pm
Saturday…and…yups…bored again

Soundtrack of the day :

(1) Ice Box - Omarion
(2) 같은생각 - Shin Hye Sung ( 신혜성 )

And God, friendster did it again!

Anyway, it’s kinda funny to see these things happen to this place
I just hope one day it will replace all of our pictures with pr0n or something hahaha…

Oh yea, did I mention I LOVE to play Battlefield now?
I think I’m throwing away Counterstrike for Battlefield
Why? Well, first there is the flying planes part….and then driving cars part…and then…being a medic
Is so cool and funny….and many many more…

So far I’m playing Battlefield 2 and Battlefield 2142
They are indeed completely different, but damn fun haha…

Ok so I found out how to be a commander in Battlefield 2 and 2142, then I found out
How to reign hell from the skies with artilery attacks, and then I realize I can drop off
Supply crates all over the damn place woo hoo….

Watching people getting bombed to hell is a really fun thing to do hohohoho….
Oh yeah, if you are planning to play that, get a few friends to play with
Cuz playing alone with bots really sucks, cuz they they never really listen to you…

Ok anyway, it’s fun calling in orbital strikes/artilery attacks…
I remember very clearly when I first called down an orbital strike when I was being swarmed
By PAC members, alone as a supporter, lying down flat trying to pick them off
After the initial 5 bots rushing me, another 9 was behind them storming towards me
Fuck that, I pulled up the commanders menu and bombed the shit out of them MUAHAHAHHAHAHAA

Me & Arias are so far playing it, why not u huh!!??? Faster!!! MORE PLAYERS PLEASEEEEEEEE